♥ Monday, January 7, 2008
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Hey guys. What's up? I hope everything's fine. Well, I guess that "fine" word's not for me. I just got the F&N N-level question just now. There's 2 questions and we just have to choose 1. It seems like easy to do but trust me, it's way difficult than you actually think. Seriously. Of cos obviously, the Sec 3 work was way easy as we did not need to elaborate further and create a detailed one but as for Sec 4, it's like a totally different one. I mean there's more work to be done and expected since I'm in Sec 4 and having that major year this year 2008. Yeah, N-level. And plus, it's only the Normal level(N-level) this year not the Ordinary level(O-level). It's like this year and the next 2 year will be my oh-so-really-very important year for me. I repeat, IMPORTANT!I have to study really hard of cos and anyway I can't really on the computer anytime I want now since I have to focus more on my studies. And plus, this means I can't update my blog for..how long? I'm not sure. I don't know. Maybe if I have time I will consider it. It's just a maybe. No promises. And, as for my girlfriends, I think I can't really hang out with you guys that often after school. I mean, you know, going to the library after school everyday. I need a lot of catch up to do. Yes, a lot! I hope I can make through this year and next to Sec 5. Insyallah. That's all I really want for now even though it always makes me stress and under pressure. Well, I think I can and that means, I can! Insyallah. Amin.
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♥ Friday, January 4, 2008
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Hello there. Just finished doing my English homework just now. School was okay I guess. But at some time when I'm alone, I will always think of things especially about my studies; MATHS, 'N' and 'O'-level! At times, I will get really depressed, stressed and pressurized; honestly! And usually I will just started crying and after that I started to pray so that I felt calm and don't feel that stress. It's like I just felt that I can't take it anymore. It's the truth, sadly. I'm just so so really worried about all of this which also includes my Food & Nutrition coursework and PRACTICAL! It's just that I will suddenly forget all what I have memorised and get panicked easily. Plus, this year, I have to take both my Os and Ns Mother Tongue paper on the same year. Yeah, same year! It's like if I get A1 or A2 for my MT Os, it's not necessary to take Ns on the same year. So it also means, I don't need to sit for my MT Os in Sec 5 which is so really great, but that includes if I get A1 or A2 for my Os, I guess. But whatever it is, I will just do my very best in whatever I will be doing and facing later on. And, I think I can. Insyaallah. "Believe in yourself and you can achieve it". And I will! Insyaallah.
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10:58 PM
♥ Wednesday, January 2, 2008
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Heyy! Well, school was okay just now. The teachers changed of cos to the more strict-er ones. Haa. They had been telling the whole class the same thing which was about our N-level of cos; which in a way make us more stress and pressurized! Urgh. We had to take down some things like what to bring, buy, pay and stuffs. So it means I have a lot to do. Anyway, honestly, I did feel stress about my studies and N-level thing. We have around 8-9 months to prepare for the Prelim and N-level which will be in just few months; August and September. Urgh. It's just felt like toooo near; which it is. Well, from now on, I have to put more efforts and buck up in my studies especially my MATHS! And not forgetting, English and Science too which is equally important. I have to excel in this 3 subjects since it's oh-so-really-very-important! I hope I'll pass my N and Os. Insyallah. Hmm, got to rush now. Need to do some important school stuffs. Later! Will update soon if I have the time. :DD
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5:59 PM
♥ Tuesday, January 1, 2008
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Oh noooo! School starts tomorrow! Ohh gosh! I'm so not ready! With the subjects and N-level some more. I feel like I'm going to faint! Haa. Hopefully I can cope with all that. Insyallah.So anyway, I hope my dad will send me to school tomorrow. It's just that the LRT will of cos be packed with many people and plus, it's troublesome. Urgh! x)). And and, I can't wait to meet my girlfriends! Oh, I miss them so muchh! :]Ohh by the way, yesterday, me and my lil bro watched Alvin and The Chipmunks! I love that movie! It's so funny and the chipmunks were like oh-so-cute; especially Theodre! Love that one. They're just so cuddly and adorable. Haa. Well, gtg now. Gonna get my school stuffs ready for tomorrow. I haven't even iron my uniform and pack my bag! xDD. Well, later! And, Happy New Year; 2008! Hope you guys have a great year! LOVES*
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