♥ Thursday, December 18, 2008
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*Suhana, Aisha and that sememek-face girl! Haha/I was abt to laugh lah! x))*
*stupid fringe of mine/Best friend; Aqilah!*
*to the left, to the left*
*my messy hair*
*smile wideeelllyyy :]]*It's 18 Decmeber people! And yes, the N level results are release today! Aaaaah!
Firstly, I can't really sleep last night just thinking about how bad or well I did it. I slept at 3.30am btw. Secondly, the next day, which is today, I felt more nervous and anxious than the previous night. Butterflies, dragonflies and all other flies were in my stomach! Geee.
So yup, I got ready at 12.30pm but in the end I was late meeting my gfs due to my hair. I mean, the fringe is so irritating. Blergh. And blablabla, reached school at 1.55pm and we had to head to the auditorium. There's my principal, teachers and students there..both NA and NT students, waiting anxiously for their results.
Mr Seet, our principal, spoke to us about a few stuff. Like, how well we did, compare a few results of the 2006 batch and surprisingly, our school was above national. Wow. Not bad huh. And as he was speaking to us, I was like, "Okay, come on! Go on! I can't take it already."
Thenn, the moment of truth. Mr Chong showed the presentation slide...the top student slide! Then Mr Seet said, "Now, congratulations to all those who had done their very best and get distinctions." .....
By the time, my jaw had already dropped and opened widely, way widely. OMG! I was one of the top student!! "Omg, 5 distinctions??! No way!!!" My name was the second one after my first classmate, Hui Luan. She did super great and got 5 A1s. Congrats! I got 3 A1s and 2 A2s. Wow. Just so very wow! Peling was next, and then, Hui Er. They got 5 distinctions too. My gf, Suhana and my classmate, Alvin got 4 distinctions while Sufyan 3 or 2 distinctions I think. I'm not very sure. Congrats to them too! :]]
But still, my English and Maths I got only Grade 4 compared to my classmates like Alvin and my gf, Suhana. But stillllll, I can't believed that I got a Grade 1 for my Combined Humanities. I got a Grade 5 for my prelim. Wow. Major improvement! Alhamdulillah.
So yup, Mr Seet announced my classmate name first but she was not there and sooo, the next name was mine. He asked all the top student to stand up one by one. Then he announced my name. I was like grinning and blushing all the way when I stood up since all eyes were on me. I thought I'm gonna faint there. Wow. Next, they called my classmates names. All of them were very shy and shocked too.
Then, it was time to receive the result slips from our form teachers. My name was called. Miss Chua and Mr Chang congratulated me.. saying that I did a great job and that I've really tried my very best. They were shocked at first and they were grinning at me. I was all the way grinning widely and thanking God at the same time. Syukur Alhamdulillah, Amin!
I was about to go off and filled in the form that was given to me when Mr Singh approached me. He wanted to take a picture of me. Hah. Soo, I had to stand infront of Mr Chang while posing, receiving the result slip from him. I was smiling way way widely while Mr Singh took a picture of us. It was kind of embarrassing though, posing there while the other students looked at me. Wow.
After I've filled the form of ticking the subjects for next year, I proceed back to my seat. I was promoted to Sec 5..5B btw. And that was the time I cried..really really cried. A happy cry of cos. I'm so sure I looked ugly just now, crying infront of my best friends. Suhana was like "Aww. The tears of joy. Alalala. Don't cry." But then, I kept crying. My eyes were red and tears were falling on my cheeks. Really, I just don't believe it! I just don't believe that I passed my Maths! Yes, Maths! My very weak subject. Woww. I got Grade 4 for it. I was like.."I'm sure it's a 5 or if not a U grade." I guess I was wrong afterall. I was still crying though and I was like searching for a tissue in my bag. Hah.
After a while, we had to leave the auditorium. I was still shocked and surprised but happy at the same time after I went out. I cried a little more. Then Nurul and I congratulated one another and she was hugging me and I was hugging her too. She didn't even believed that she passed her Maths and other subjects, getting 5 points. The others came later and they were all soo excited and happy with their results. I even called my friends, Suhaimi, Lydia, Sakinah, Razis, Syahiid, Irwan and Sutris to share them my results. I called some others though but they didn't picked up. I even called home but mum's not home so I talked to lil bro instead. He was shocked too. He said.."Wow sis! Like, sial ah!" Haha.
Next, gfs and I went to Lot 1 to celebrate! Btw, they all get promoted to Sec 5 too. Congrats you guys! :D So yeah, we went to KFC and had our lunch.. laughed here and there, making jokes! Teehees. Next, we walked here and there, went to the library and took some pics of cos. We head home next!
While walking home, I was still so very shocked about my results. Still can't believe it!! At home, I cried..again. While showering, I cried too. Even after I prayed, I cried..thanking Allah. Wow. I feel like crying now. *breathe in, breathe out* When I reached home, I told Mum all about it. She was so proud of me and saying that my effort really put off and she was so very happy for me. Thanks Mum! I love you soo much! :]]]
Hmm. 2009 will be an important year for me.. O level. I just hope I can do better and try my very very best. Hopefully, I can get a place at a Polytechnic with my choice of course. Insyallah, Amin. I have to really practice and practice especially my Maths and never ever give up. Insyallah! :))
Okay, enough with my sad stuff.. crying like a cry baby huh? Haha. Tears of joy lah people! Hees. For now, I can't decide if I wanna follow my parents to KL or not. If I'm not following them, my parents will give each of my siblings some cash, $20. Man, I need cash badly. I'm broke. Sigh. I don't know. Gonna think about it. ;]
Here are my results if you're wondering. I mean, my intention is not to blab about it, just wanna share with you guys. Don't get me wrong. :)) If not, you can always skip this part. :B
English - Grade 4
Maths - Grade 4
Science (Phy/Bio) - Grade 2
POA - Grade 2
F&N - Grade 1
Combined Humanities (History/SS) - Grade 1
Malay - Grade 1
Malay Oral - Distinction
Amin Amin! Thank God I passed with flying colours! I got 6 points btw if you count English in. If not, it's 3 points. Alhamdulillah. But still, I have to improve though on my English and Maths. I hope I can do it and that my Sec 5 year will not be a waste. Insyallah, amin! :]] And ya, thanks to all my teachers who had helped me through out my preparation for N level. Not forgetting, thanks to my friends too that always motivate me to just try and do my very best. Thanks a lot! I love you guys! ;D
p/s ~ I did asked my friends though of whether I should go to Sec 5 or not. They told me I should. But I'm just so scared. Pfft. Sigh Sigh.
;with ♥
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