Today.. hmm, went out with lil bro. Bukit Panjang Plaza first since mum wanted me to print out all those photos in the camera. Gee, expensive ya know! Total of 62 photos so it's $23.70. Pfft. Headed to Causeway Point next and we walked here and there, not forgetting, we went to the pasar malam too. I saw some pretty dresses but I didn't buy them. I was short of cash. Haiyo! Basically, we were just window-shopping just now since we were bored at home. Went to Bukit Panjang Plaza again and bought our dinner. We tried that grilled Tepanyaki burger and that shaker seaweed fries! Nice or whaat! :D Love the seaweed fries! Woo! We went home straight after that. The reason why: we were starving like crazy just now fyi. Hah.
I wonder why seems like almost all my friends kept asking me whether I already have a job or not. Haha. Obviously, the answer is no. If it's a yes, I will definitely tell you guys happily. :D Hmm. I don't even know if I still want to find jobs. Felt like giving up and just let me rot at home. Hah. I don't know. Seriously.
Sigh. I do want to work though but this problem kept restraining me from doing so. Gee, its hard being me. Sad, I know. This problem kept bugging me fyi. Its like its affecting my daily life. Even now, I'm having a hard time dealing with it while typing. Some of you may know what I'm talking about. Others, no. My friend, Zuhairy, said that I shouldn't care about all this. It's only a small matter. Just a mini little thing. It's not even a problem, he said. He even told me that those who care about it so much are stereotypes. Haha. I guess he's right? At some point, I slowly tried to digest everything that he said. Yes, it's hard. I admit that. But he said he don't even care about all that. For what? There's no reason to. I shared with him that I lost my confidence because of this problem. He said, "Why let this make you feel less confident? Don't think about it too much. Don't even care what others have to say." He has a point you know. Sigh. I hope it will go away. Please dear Allah...
Anw, wanna wish a happy birthday to Fadhullah! You're 22 now! Right? Haha. Hope you have a great time on your birthday. May you have a great future ahead and be happy always! :D Gonna wish you by sms later at 12am sharp! Hee. Goodnight dear bloggers! :D
p.s// Life is like a roller-coaster. Sometimes you're up and definitely, sometimes you're down.
"So what if it hurts me
So what if I break down
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
And my feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I’m just trying to be HAPPY"
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