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♥ Thursday, December 31, 2009

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*Goodbye 2009 Hello 2010!*

Yup! The picture says it all. :D Well, 2009 has been a rough year for me.. AND tough too! What with O levels and such. The stressness I had to deal with all by myself, the heartaches and headaches of studying till late night.. the preparation and mugging period. Yeah, honestly, tonnes of stuff happening around. I'm just thankful and glad that I still survive, so to speak. Syukur Alhamdulillah. Mostly, it was all topsy turvy. The down side of the wheel. I just pray hard and hope that 2010 will be a great and better year for me. Or perhaps an exhilarating one? Who knows right. Insyallah, hopefully! :)

2009 has also been a happy and sweet year for me. The month of November especially. Hees. I'm full of smiles now while typing this fyi. :)))) I just wanna say that I'm thankful and grateful! And, lucky too. :DDD Thank you so very much! Thanks for every single thing MPC! Words can't really describe what I really feel for the past few days and weeks. Yeah, I admit that it's a short period of time. Not like those times in the past right? But I guess there's 'biology' between us huh? You know, I know. :]]

And you know what, I'm so addicted to the song 'Tonight' already. Truthfully, I don't even know that such song exist, you see. I don't even know that there's such band too. Their band name seems weird. x)) Whatever it is, I'm so in love with that song! It keeps playing in my head over and over again. The lyrics just came to me naturally and I already know each words of the song. The first time I listen to it, I know I will love this song. The meaningful and sweet lyrics and the nice, slow song makes me attracted and addicted to it. :)))) & thanks to you, MPC~! Ana uhib buki!! & ana mushtaq ilaiqi tooo! ;))) *hugs&kisses!* ♥♥♥

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♥ Wednesday, December 30, 2009

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Have you ever felt so scared that that someone you love most will somehow have to leave you one day? Even though that someone really convinced you this and all that? Especially when that problem got to do with 'parents'. You just have no idea what the outcome will be but some way or another, you get that bad feeling. Bad vibes. Like someone will grab and take away your loved one. But of course you don't want that to happen and that you pray hard that everything will turn out fine. Or even you have to take sides between that someone you love and your parents. You have to sacrifice your own feelings to that special someone you love just because you want your parents to feel happy. Afterall, syurga di bawah tapak kaki ibu. And that means, heaven is situated below your mother's feet. That's what it kinda means. You know, you can't be an unfilial child and be disrespectful to your parents, especially to your mum who has raised you well since you were a newborn baby.

Honestly, I just don't want it to be like this. I don't want to be the root cause of this which in turn can make your parents unhappy.. who knows. It seems like your parents and her parents have somewhat agree to one another. Just that you and her have somehow forget about the past. But still, people can change. That's what I'm really scared of. And you will never know, you see. Not you. Not me. No one can really predict what actually will happen in the future. I'm scared, really scared. I just can't bear to see all that, happening right infront of my eyes. I'm trying my very best to hold these tears but... I failed. I failed to do so. It just naturally flows out and keeps flowing out... Sigh. I just can't bear to lose you. FULLSTOP.

p.s// I'm sorry. I think I'm feeling down and sad for today.

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♥ Monday, December 28, 2009

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WOOO baybeh! I MISS SINGAPORE! Oh yes, I sure do! I miss MPC, my big bro, my gfs, my dearest friends, Twitter, Facebook and YOU dear blog~! Hehee. And yes, BATAM was awesome-est much!! Weees. Love it baybeh! I got the chance to shop! I bought 2 pair of black jeans from Mobile Power, a nice black bangle and a black waist belt! I love those very much, especially my bangle and belt! Hees.

As for my lil bro, he bought a new Prada shades which looks original. But of course it's not. Hahaha. The stuff there were much more cheaper than Singapore. We even went to that theme park but it's not really a theme park. More to a funfair. Took lots of pics of cos and there's more on my Facebook. Seriously, a lot! There's around 180+ if I'm not wrong. I'm still uploading them anw.

So yeah, we stayed at Planet Holiday Hotel for 3 days 2 nights. :)) Went swimming too! Hehehe. Overall, I can say that my weekends are well spent! Thanks to dearest dad that made that Batam trip happened! Love you DAD! ;))

Oh ya, perhaps tomorrow I will be going swimming with my gfs. I'm not sure though. Cos you know why? I have yet to tidy up my books and notes. Jessie wanted most of it. Plus, I have yet to arrange lil bro's books on my book shelves too. Some more I have to write down his name on his school books and wrap those up with that plastic book cover. Sigh. Or maybe I can do it by tonight and continue it till tomorrow morning. Then around afternoon I can tag along with gfs to swimming? Hmm. Maybe I can do that. Hehees.

Alrighty then. I'm exhausted now. What with uploading those pics. Hah. Goodnight you guys! *hugs&kisses* ;))

p.s// I can't upload pics at Blogger. There seems to be some technical problem or what. Oh well. Just view it at my Facebook if you want to. :))

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♥ Thursday, December 24, 2009

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*lil bro.. looking sexy & hot or whaaat??! :P*

Like I twitterred on my Twitter yesterday, I don't feel like updating my blog. I was plain lazy.. just like what Wiyah and Ira said on my Facebook. Hahaha. Plus, I was tired. Very tired because yesterday was quite a long day for me. Imagine.. I had to wake up at 6.30am and get ready and stuff since I had to accompany my mum and lil bro to his secondary school, which is also my secondary school. We had to be there by 8.30am. When we reached there, we had to register and stuff. Had to take a look at those whiteboards where there's papers pasted on it, telling us which class the students are gonna be in. Lil bro's is in 1G anw. :D

Mind you, we were so confused when we reached there. What with a lot of P6 students and their parents. Pfft. Luckily we bumped into Abg Zul, my bro's friend which was also my senior. He told us to proceed to the hall after we took those files containing some papers and such. You know, the teacher and the students who were in charge of those files didn't even tell us where to go next. Even though it was my school, I was blur that time. And I don't know why. Claustrophobic perhaps. x)) Then they entertained other people instead. Fortunately, Abg Zul told us to go to the hall and register there. So, we went.

By the time we reached at the side of the hall, there were a lot more people inside the hall. They were sitting on the arranged chairs. It was full, really. I thought there's a dialogue session with the principal or whatsoever since the screen was flashing those slideshows but turned out that it was only some instructions, telling us what to do and where to go. Mrs Ang, the English head department, approached us. She told mum that we had to take a queue number from the student leaders. Mum told me to go instead. Pfft. I swear people were looking at me as I walked down the aisle of chairs. -__-" Even the student leaders were quite blur at that time. It's like something were processing inside their head. Hah. Then they were like, "Oh ya! The queue number!" Lol. We had to wait for our number to be called. Ours was 25. While waiting, we decided to fill in those forms and papers. Actually, I was the one who filled those forms. Blergh. They was even a survey too about the service and system and all that. Mostly, we ticked no. Haha. Poor system, I tell you. The teachers and students were not that helpful too. :P

We waited and waited. The number shown at that time was only 13. Pffft. When it was our number, only my mum and lil bro went. I, on the other hand, just sat there.. watching aimlessly. Hehe. Before I knew it, both of them were on their way walking towards me. Then I was like, "Eh, why soo fast? 0.0" Later on, mum and lil bro complained to me. Well, actually just lil bro. He said this.. "Whaat only. Waited for quite some time but at last the teachers told us to fill in those forms and handed them to the booths there. That's all. Grr." Haha. How cute when he said that. I was just grinning at him. :DD We handed those forms and then, it was time to buy the school books and uniforms.

Proceeded to the canteen. Mum told me to tick those books and optional stuff that were needed. Cancelled out all the chinese stuff. The total for those books and optional stuff was $283! Expensive much! Tsk-tsk. I went together with them to buy those books. I was even the one to carry that box containing all the books. I swear you, it was very heavy!! I was like crying out loud when I carried that box. I wanted sympathy badly from the people around me. But of course, there was none. My lil bro can even laughed at me you know. How bad! :(

Reached canteen again to check those books. Turned out that one of the A5 exercise books was missing. It was supposed to be 15 altogether but there's only 14. Mum was frustrated by then and she went to the bookshop again to retrieve it. Haha. Typical mums. x)) I was like, "Alaa mama. Its only one exercise book. No big deal. -.-" Then mum went like this, "Hey! But still $$ you know. You wanna pay for it ah??" Okay, okay. You win. Hah. I don't want my mum to keep nagging at me you know. :P

After the books issue was settled, mum and lil bro went to buy the uniforms next. Yeah, it took them for ages! The queue for the uniform was even longer!!! They queued up though since mum didn't want to come again on other days. That would be troublesome, she said. So yup, I had to wait for them at the canteen and at the same time, keep a look on those books. While waiting, I read my borrowed malay novel; Dengan Sepenuh Hati. I was even smiling crazily while reading since the storyline was so very sweet! Heee.

After like 20 mins or so, they sat infront of me. Feeling all tired and frustrated. We sat for awhile. I told lil bro to buy some drinks and he did. Drank that awesome and refreshing drink; green tea! Heaven and earth btol! Haha. Later on, I calculated all the amount and guess how much the total was? .... $417!!!!

Now, the part that I dreaded most. I had to carry that heavy box again!! I did of course and we waited outside the school gate for a taxi. Then suddenly, there's this Chinese lady with her daughter who waited further infront of us. Mum went ballistic already. Hahaha. I mean, that lady and her daughter already know that we were waiting for a taxi infront of the school gate but still she had the guts to wait infront of us. Whoaa. Cannot take it sey! I decided to talk to mum nicely and suggested her to wait at the opposite side instead. She agreed. By then, mum sat down on the staircase nearby while lil bro and I flagged for a taxi. Mostly all the taxis were on call or even hired. Pfft. At the opposite end, at the bus stop, there was even a chinese family waiting for a taxi.

Later on, there's this blue taxi. It wanted to turn right, towards us. I knew it since the right flashlight was flashing. That chinese family saw that taxi too and they started shouting "Taxi, taxi!" while drawing out their arms and flagging them like crazy. I just stood there with lil bro and watched them. But lucky for us, the taxi still turned right and went towards us. I flagged even harder, like wanting to challenge them. Keke. They saw us too but who cares?! Haha. By then, lil bro and I were laughing and grinning crazily. "Tulaa. Semangat tk tentu pasal. Some more prasan lagi. Tawu pon paisey. Kekeke." I called my mum and at last, we were safely inside the taxi. Hee.

Mum decided to go to BP Plaza since she knew that we were starving like crazy. Yes, I admit that. Hoho. Had Mc Spicy meal for lunch. YUMMY! :D We went to Bata next. Lil bro sure needs a new pair of school shoes. Mum bought 2 pairs for him and we proceeded home next.

At home, we waited for dad to reach home since we wanted to go to Lavender and renew both my dad and my passports. Okay, like usual, it was packed. A lot of people this time. A lot! Took our waiting numbers. Dad's counter was different from mine so we went seperate ways. Dad with lil bro while mum accompanied me. Waited and waited and waited.. but still my number was not called yet. GRR! After waiting forever, it was my turn. That Malay aunty told me that my passport photo was rejected. I had to take a new recent one. Sooo, we had to proceed outside again at the photo booth and took a photo of me. I tell you, my photo looks so hilarious! My eyes were wide like I was shocked! I was even like senget you know. Hahaha. So funny! But I admit that my recent photo is much better than my old one. :)

We went to that counter again and later that aunty told me that there's some technical problem. Whoaaa! You know what, we had to wait and wait again. This time at counter 13 or 14. My previous counter was 52! Pffft. We had to walk at one end to the other. Gerek right?! Sheesh. When it was my number, I went alone this time, not with mum. I didn't realised that it was a Malay guy for that counter 14. Oh uh. Haha. I was nervous all of a sudden. Before I knew it, it was the thumbprint time. Even more oh uhs! My hands were sweaty at that time!! I felt like dying when he hold my right hand for the right thumbprint. You know, he had to even wipe my right thumb with the tissue which was already ready on that thumbprint screen thingy. Now, it was my left thumb turn. Like always, sweaty too. Pfft! Wipe again and again. By then, I was already embarrassed like crazy. Kill me already!! Haiyo!

And guesss what, he showed me the computer screen which showed both my thumbprints. And they failed!! HAHA. It didn't match for goodness sake!!!! Omg! He later told me that I had to wait for 2 to 3 minutes while he checked on something. Okaayy. That was weird and awkward. Sigh. He came back later and said that eveything was fine already. Phew! I had to sign here and there. I swear I was feeling-feeling like a celebrity at that time. Like those fans who wanted my autograph badly. Huahua. Sempat-menyempat eh! Lol! He gave me my renewed passport and by then I was grinning happily already! I said thanks and went towards my mum. I told mum everything about the thumbprint thingy and all that. Like always, I would burst out laughing crazily and loudly. Huahua.

Proceeded to the car where my dad and lil bro were. Later, we went to Arab Street for murtabak! Yay! We went to Victoria instead of Al Zam-Zam. Sadly, I had no appetite yesterday. I only ate one small murtabak while watching the rest had those murtabaks. Next, we went to my aunt's house for a visit since my grandmother was sick. She had diarrhoea and headache. Dad bought murtabak for my aunt's family and her too. Chit-chat here and there with them and Kak Dewi.

After that, we went to Alif restaurant for our take-aways supper. Actually for my bro who was at home only. But I started to get hungry again. Both lil bro and I ordered prata plaster for ourselves. Dad sent us home while mum and dad went to my dad's friend house for the Gamat thingy. Lil bro and I went home instead. By then, we reached home at 9.15pm. Man, I missed Zoom Korea and Bubbly Boyz! Pfft. I'm glad though I was in time to watch Di Pinggir Hati! Heee.

Okay, that sums everything up. Geeee, I blabbered so much. Haha. In the mood of blogging this time. Hee. So anw, today, I thought of watching Alvin and The Chipmunks with lil bro but then I was having a slight fever. Just now, I did take my temperature. The reading was 36.6! So, that means that I'm not having a fever. Just that I have a weak body for now. Both my arms are even aching now because of that heavy box that I had to carry yesterday. GRR! Luckily, I don't suffer from backaches. Sigh. How unlucky that will be!

Oh ya oh ya, it's confirmed that I'm going to Batam for a family vacation this FRIDAY! WOOO! Best or whaaat?!! I swear that I can't wait to go! Heeee. Will be going for 3 days. Friday to Sunday! Yes baybeh! Gonna go shopping and enjoy my stay at that 5 stars Planet Holiday Hotel. Wooo. First time you know. Hehe. Usually, we will stay at Harmony Hotel. But this time, we wanted to try that Planet Holiday Hotel instead. Gonna enjoy swimming too at that hotel!! :DD Sadly, my bro will not be tagging along. Oh well. I sure will take loads of pics this time! Hee. We will board that 10.30am ferry btw. And that means, I have to wake up early for tomorrow!! Pfft.

Till here for now. I will upload pics and update more on my Batam trip! I'm sure it will be a blast with them. What with shopping huh? Heeeeeee. :DDD *hugs&kisses* Aww. I'm gonna miss my blog, facebook and twitter. Gonna miss you guys too. And especially, YOU!! My Prince Charming! Teeheees. :)))) Promise me you will take care of yourself when I'm away okay? Hee. *LOVELOVELOVE!!* ♥

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♥ Sunday, December 20, 2009

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Heees. I guess I'm in love with Taylor Swift HUGE time! And her awesome and nice songs tooo! No wonder I uploaded new videos in my Youtube playlist. I just love all her songs. Yes, ALL! I keep singing it to myself you know.. even now. :D

Mum, dad and my brother are on their way now to Causeway Point. Well, they wanted to watch Avatar so much. I thought my parents have already watched Avatar at Malaysia while they were away that time. Turned out that they haven't. Dad told me to book the tickets from Cathay's website for the 9.40pm show since the 8.40pm show was kinda full. Only lil bro and I are at home now. We decided to stay at home since we had already watched Avatar. Plus, we wanted to watch Wizards Of Waverly Place The Movie on Disney Channel. Yes, awesome movie!! I wish I have magic powers. How cool will that be? Heeee.

Anw, N level results is out. I was nervous for my friend, Jessie. Afraid not, cos she passed and did quite well! Hee. Congratulations! You are promoted to Sec 5 now. Study smart okay, not hard! :DD

Currently listening to Tim McGraw by Taylor Swift! Sweeet song or whaaaat??! Hohoho. Btw, I have yet to finish reading my borrowed malay novel; Baju Pengatin Mak Andam! Another sweet stuff. AND romantic too. :) Loving it! No, loving all sweet and romantic stuff.. be it in whatever form. Teehees. Cos I know I'm sweet too, yes no? Okay. Enough. Cukup2 lah kan Fatin. Haha!

Oh oh, my parents bought Dunkin Donuts. I'm loving it baybeh! *gringrin* Want some? You want the chocolate-covered one or that peanut topping? But too bad, the chocolate-covered one is reserved specially for MOI (ME)! You get the peanut one okay? Kekeke. Chocoholic me! :P

La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la Elmo's world! Okay. I'm bored. Heees. Toodles! *hugs&kisses* ;)

*cause we rock and roll baybeh! ♥*

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♥ Saturday, December 19, 2009

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Why is there a small black ant on my keyboard? It keeps wandering here and there. Haha. Nvm. At least it can keep me company. :) Okay, random much. x))

Anw.. for today, I'm just at home with my brothers. Doing the usual stuff. Quite jaded I can say. I mean, it's like the whole cycle repeats itself. Switch on my laptop. Wait and wait until the system is finally ready. Double-click the Internet Explorer. At the same time, signing in my MSN. Search for my blog's website, check my email, Facebook and Friendster. After I'm bored of doing all that, I went blog-hopping. Reading people's updates and interesting stories. :D

Lastly, I will listen to my Youtube playlist. Like over and over again. It's like I even know all the lyrics to the songs. At times, I will sing at the top of my lungs, if not, softly to myself. Haha. I'm thaat random. Trust me. Even my lil bro is. He is random-er! Not joking I tell you! Hahaha. Sometimes, the way he sounds was soo funny. Imagine at around 3am, I thought he's already asleep but then later he burst out, saying something short but loud and funny. Of cos he didn't realised it as funny but I sure did. Hilarious much! xD Okay, I admit that he's adorable. But lil bro, stop grinning at me like that and show your puppy face everytime I praise you okay? Save it! :P

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Oh anw, wanna wish a HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY to my dearest gf; LYDIAWATI! Hees. Yeah! You're finally 17! Woo! Hope you have a wonderful day on your birthday~! I lovelovelove YOU! Hehehe. May Allah bless you and may your dreams and wishes come true. Amin. And remember, stay sweet and pretty baybeh! :)) *hugshugs* :DD

*Lydiawati ♥♥*

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♥ Friday, December 18, 2009

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WOOO! AWESOME-EST day or whaaat?!! I'm LOVING today baybeh! Heees. And at last, FaRaLeenQiShaNa is reunited! Hee. Had so much fun with you guys just now. Photo-taking here and there! :DD And oh, dear Adleen, thank you so much for the Pizzahut treat for all of us. Appreciate it so very much!! Next time when it's your payday again, treat us all once again okay? SET ah! No sweat. Confirm! Hehehe. :P

And oh oh, thanks Mr for today too! I'm loving today, seriously. Hee. :)))))))))))) See, I'm full of smiles now. And you know what, that's the biggest step ever in my whole life to do that. Really. Hohoho. Gee, I've never had that confidence for a long time. And now, all thanks to YOU! You sure do help to boost my confidence up. Thank you so much for the motivation/advices/encouragement you have always give me. Even though, I'm stubborn at times and I worry too much. Hee. :) ♥♥♥ Not forgetting too, FaRaLeenQiShaNa rocks my socks and shoes!!! I love each and everyone of you to bits and pieces. Hopefully we will stay strong and together always! Insyaallah. Amin. :DDD

You know, I'm actually quite pissed off with Pizzahut. I mean, the total was $42.90 if I'm not wrong but thennnnn, when it's totalled up with the service charge and 7% GST, the total was $50.49!!! What the heck! For all I know, when I usually go to Pizzahut, there's not so much charge you know. I think, there's none. If I remembered it well, my dad only paid for the price of our food and drinks. That's all. Whew! $50 is a lot you know. Plus, we only oredered a set meal, a regular pizza and few glasses of drinks. I mean, we don't even know that the charge was that high. Really. Pfft. Imagine if we were to order side-orders or another glass of drink... $_$!!!

Guess what, guess what??? Mum called me just now and she said that she will be home for awhile with dad to take some things. After that, they will proceed back to Johor again. And then, it turned out that they went home just for the sake of giving us some cash! Hehe. They left $20 each! YAY! I'm not broke anymore, thanks to my beloved parents! Heee. Anw, they gave us $20 since they will be back on Sunday! Woooo! Gonna save up those cash and spend them for important stuff. Hmm.. like what eh? Perhaps... buy more dresses and accessories? Teehees. :PP Then you will go, "That's important you said???" Like obviously, they are girls bestfriends. Right girls?? Haha. :P

And please dear Allah, wake me up tomorrow morning at 6am. I have decided to go jogging tomorrow with Lala and Aisha. Heee. I hope that I can wake up. I wanna burn all those ugly and irritating fatty substances. BABAT, that's what it's called in malay. Hahaha. x)) So yeah, we have planned to go to CCK stadium for tomorrow. My aim for tomorrow is that I can run round the tracks.. like say... 4 rounds? Chey. Like real eh. Haha. Well, hopefully! :))

Okay then. I'm gonna eat those tempting Ferrero Rocher! FERRERO ROCHER people!! The royal-licious and bestest chocolate of all! Heee. I didn't buy those though. Not even my parents. I was surprised to see a medium-size hamper on the dining table. Then I was like, "EH!! HAMPER LAAA!! YAAAYYY!!!!" Really. Not joking. Haha.

Turned out that it was from my dad's company. If there's any special occasion, we are lucky to receive those hampers. This time, since Christmas is round the corner, they decided to give my dad that hamper as a gift. BUT.. this time, almost all of it are in the form of CHOCOLATE! Yeah baybeh! There's Famous Amos cookies, that Ferrero Rocher and some branded chocolates I'm not sure of. There's other snacks too. There's even a wine you know. Obviously we will not drink it! -.-" It contains 13% of alcohol. Sheesh. I thought it's the syrup form, like that time, we received one in mango syrup which was Halal. Wine for whaaat?! I'm a Muslim you know! Haha. Oh well. I'm happy with those chocolates though!! Gonna grab those now. Can't resist it baybeh! *hugs&kisses* ;))

And oh, I guess there's a reason why I wore yellow today. Uh-huh. :D Miss Sunny is back I guess! Heeee. No wonder I'm feeling all bright and cheerful today. Hyper, that is. ;))

p.s// I'M LOVING TODAY! THE AWESOME-EST DAY OF ALL! :DDDDDDDD

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