♥ Tuesday, January 12, 2010

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FINALLY I made up my mind of the choices!! Alhamdulillah. Frankly, I'm disappointed with my results. No, just MATHS! GRR! Because of Maths, I'm unable to be posted to a polytechnic. No courses at all for polys. I can either go to Millenia Institute or ITE. My L1R4 is 15 points but then my maths I got E8 for it. That's the only and main reason why I can't go to poly. Other subjects are okay. I got B3 for English, Combined Humanities and Food & Nutrition, B4 for Science Physics/Biology, C5 for Principles of Accounts and lastly A2 for Malay. Yeah, just Maths that is. Wasted freaking much! Sighh.

Anw, MI is a no-no for me. I did ask opinions from my friends and family and they said I have to really study. It's a waste of year and I won't be able to go anywhere if I fail my A levels. Plus, my maths sucks to the core! What more taking A levels???!! Out of mind!, that's what I said. x)) Other option: retake maths. And hell no! I can't deal with Maths anymore. Like as if 5 years of torture is not enough eh? Hah. No. 8 years that is, together with primary school years. Yup, since I'm in P4, I've been failing maths and maths and juuussst maths!

So yeah, ITE it is. To me, it's not that bad since I'm offered to that dream course of mine; Early Childhood. I have a lot of passion in that. Really. I'm glad that it's Higher Nitec. 2 years that is. That's in Bishan anw. Other choices are business studies in administration, event and service management and more. If I do well enough, I will be able to be posted to a poly in 2nd year. That's what my brother said to me though. Hopefully I will. Insyaallah. Amin.

Most of my friends are able to go to a poly but then they are unable to get to their dream courses that they want most. Some planned on retaking Maths. Gfs; Aqilah, Suhana and Amira are able to go poly and I pray the very best for them. I hope we will not fade away and be friends forever. :)

As for me, since just now, I've been asking for more opinions and views about the courses. Like which one is better and all that. I even went to Republic poly just now with Aisha to ask about the appealing and stuff. For tomorrow, we will be going to Ngee Ann poly. I want to ask more about Early Childhood course, and also about how and when to appeal and all that. Honestly, I don't want to hope too much. But I pray hard that I will be able to get to Early Childhood at NP. If not, ITE Bishan. Yup, I will be taking small baby steps from there. Step by step. :)

Thankfully, my parents didn't force me on taking which courses and all that. They are disappointed though, like me, but they told me that they are proud of me since I've done my very very best. Dad even coaxed me and gave me support and motivation which made me burst into tears. Hah. You know, like you feel that sad and hurting ache inside you and waiting for it to come out and express itself. Whatever it is, I have to stay positive and look at the bright side of life cos I know that there will be rainbows waiting for me one day. More opportunities hopefully. At that time, I will be able to prove to you and the world that I too can be successful and on the up side of the wheel. :D

Alright. Enough of school and stuff. Hehe. Anywaaay, I bought a cute flowery dress just now! Heee. Okay, satisfied much! ;) You know, I just can't stand looking at those attractive flowery dresses. Hehehe. Like I will definitely buy those kinds even though I have quite a few of those dresses in my wardrobe. Hohoho.

It's 10.20pm already but my stomach is grumbling! Okay then. Gonna fill it up. The last I ate something was just now at 5pm. :D Hehehe. Goodnight y'all! *hugs&kisses*

p.s// please. come to me soon. I need you! & I miss you so very much!! :'(

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